garden state~let go

All the time i know i have some big problems that keep me from getting there.
I've been told myself that i'm always quite sure what i am or what i am doing or what i want, but like some many out there playing along,i'm not really doing that.
However, it's not really hard to be honest with urself if u'r willing to make some changes even quite trivial can be a great turning point.


My biggest problem to be detailed is i don't really know how to control things to certain level or extent that not 2 much or 2 less, that's 2 say, when doing a task or delegating job, i always do more than expected, the worst part is, to hand in other people's issues can be a great disrespect kinda showing u'r better than them in that, alth fr a gd will, can be a total interpersonal disater.Also, even u care abt ur friend or want to help so desperately, mind my movings cuz sometimes ur kind offering can be intrusive and even hurting if not done properly. I should have kept in mind that the world is not on me alone and i'm not responsible for the whole spinning.Respect others while respect little dignity and privacy can be a gd cure to every pain.


Another biggest problem may be i'm 2 emotional or sentimental, ok, that would be nice to put it that way bt a more accurate way would be really fragile and sensitive over nothing,going nuts over nothing, nothing really happened!Sounds crazy but i bet that's not just me, that's working for alm everyone i know, especially in me.I do do do have to admit that i think 2 much for every motion i'm gonna take alth i fallback later, that's alw the case. Think 2 much to forbid myself from fully participating while doing 2 less to contribute to the final failure,but i'm still feeling unfair over my own weakness,that's alw alw alw the truth to every obstacle ahead of me and on my ever-growing path. If i'm not truly putting efforts into sth i want so bad how can i blame sth others for my own disappointment.Be responsible!


While, really hoping this is the last which actually not, my still prbl remains caring 2 much for the result while totally undermining the gaining process towardds it, to put it in another way, i'm being narrow-minded and critical abt the minor things which blind me from seeing the whole truth of almost every thing i'v gained on the way.I hope it's not really 2 late for me to pick up on that growing part!

题目 : 瘋子們的自白
博客分类 : 日记心得

人说冰箱要好好打扫，这样才健康，蔬菜要包装存放，这样才能存旧，我都从来不这么做，然后，今天骤然打开冰箱，发现自己的冰箱确实不太干净，这个对健康可是大隐患，于是，我开始打扫了冰箱，然后觉得，人生还是动动好～
还做了啥呢，最近就是读书读书读书，然后提醒大家，千万不要晚上洗头，就算洗了也别以为dryer就可以风干，湿气还是在根部的，然后你睡觉的时候，就会进入脑部，然后以后很容易偏头痛，我校似乎妈妈怎么说我都不听，结果有时候为了方便就晚上洗头，现在每逢变天就头痛，真是不听美女言，吃亏在眼前啊，大家要谨慎，切记切记！
爱你们啊～
对了，睡前15分钟泡一个hot foot bath，很舒服而且促进入睡，真的很有效～
继续爱你们啊！

题目 : 快樂小日子。
博客分类 : 日记心得

Naturally 7——all i ever wanted

觉得很喜欢的一首歌～

最近哥哥发生了不好的事情，但是能做的不多，希望大嫂和哥哥都可以很好地keep up下去，送给所有人的一句话：

尽人事，安天命！

我的爷爷是去年5.1前夕突然去世的，奶奶从那时候开始，心里没了主心骨，身体也越来越不好了，我跟爸妈说不然我回国一段时间，但是他们担心我的学业，有时候就想，等我春节回国，是不是已经会来不及了呢？

我没见上爷爷最后一面，然后现在老是会做梦梦到爷爷和奶奶和我一起做了些什么，然后就会哭醒，醒来就觉得原来自己比自己想的要在乎他们很多，然后就觉得，人的感情，果然是割舍不断的。

人，不要说气话，做什么决定或者要冲口而出什么的时候，先缓个三秒钟，虽说做了就不后悔，但是谁不希望少些让自己后悔的事情呢，冷暖自知啊～

爷爷，我很想你，我会努力的，奶奶，我一定会回去看你的。

 

 

 

题目 : ((^ v^))♪樂~
博客分类 : 日记心得

魏晨-少年游

算是旧歌了吧，不过因为我一直没有看那些综艺啥的，所以都不知道，也是最近不小心听到的，就觉得非常好听，觉得他是个很会唱歌的嗓子，就酱紫，所以就觉得很喜欢这首歌啊～

他人长的也挺cute哦，所以贴了MV，不过歌好听才是硬道理～

 

 

题目 : ((^ v^))♪樂~
博客分类 : 日记心得

children of the earth

 

为啥前段时间都可以贴歌的，现在土豆又变成了视频格式呢，主要是我不懂得怎么贴其他的外播放器～唉～唉

3.27=3.3.3，是karen我的伟大的生日啊～多少年前的那个夜黑风高，水落石出，狂风大作，风雨交加的夜晚，我就这么从天而降鸟～多么美好的日子～

也许正是天意，让我在今天终于修好了bug已久的网络～那个telstra guy让我很frustrated，因为他说的那些cable什么的，我完全不懂，不过，术业有专攻，我怕啥，我怕啥～明天就是我的好日子的说～

这学期的课程真紧张，不过忙中偷闲，大家也要一起好好过好明天这个伟大的历史性的一刻的说～

那么于是，karen在这里祝大家一切都顺利的说～

话说，我收到了小karen的礼物，收到了爸爸妈妈姐姐非常非常非常棒的礼物，觉得自己真的是很幸福啊，要珍惜啊～提醒那些总是在追寻什么的男男女女的说，不要总想着没得到的，要懂得惜福，可能出国以后就感受得比较清楚，到最后真的会在你身边支持你的，才是需要你珍惜的～不要再为一些乱七八糟的事情瞎忙瞎闹心才是正路～

我希望借着我的生日，让我的家人一切都顺利，奶奶的身体可以好转好好等着我回去看她，让我们家的冷大和冷二都能心想事成，我们家郭郭的毛毛走了，大家一起好好祝它能够开心在另一个地方，我们家阳阳的德国面试可以通过～我们家suhuan的assignment一切顺利，成功exchange，还有我所有的好朋友，一切都会很好滴～么么～祝hubert3高考最最最最最顺利！祝爹爹和娘亲工作顺利早日互压成功～祝Jasper的腿伤早点好～

最重要的是，祝我自己，想要的一切都能实现哈～

题目 : 快樂小日子。
博客分类 : 日记心得